I feel spent. Worn out. Done. I'm fine, don't get me wrong. I got enough sleep, my daughter is amazing, my husband is loving but I am just at that point where I'm mentally tired. Which is why I am not cleaning. It shouldn't be a taxing thing, to figure out where that box of cake mix actually goes, but I just can't do it right now. I don't care. The cake mix can sit on the top of the refrigerator until I decide to make the thing (which is probably a bad example because that would end up sooner rather than later I'd guess). Ugh. I really wish I could pack up my entire house in boxes (except maybe the baby's room) and start over again. This time I'd invite my mom over to help, she's a whiz. In all my life, in every house I can remember EVERYTHING had a place. If I wanted batteries, I knew which drawer...toilet paper was stocked and in the same spot...and there was a well organized pantry. I really should call my mom and thank her. :)
Today was good. I had a staff meeting this afternoon and we started with "what is God saying to you" rather than "whats on your list". I think it's important to remember its a ministry first and a job second. It was a nice change of pace - I feel like it set the tone for the meeting. And then instead of coming home tired like I usually do I banged out two fairly large projects in a rather small amount of time! Ahh, joy.
We are starting another round of Princesses here in a couple weeks. It should be pretty interesting. The book we're doing is more about sex and makes me blush but hopefully it'll have information that is good for these girls - and I do think it is appropriate for the entire group. I think we have 6 girls right now. I like it.
Alrighty, I think I am going to tackle my office tonight because I'm sick of being in here with it crazy. I have this wacky idea that if I just manage to straighten it all up I'll be much more productive. I'm not sure how true that is, but I suppose it's worth a shot. Although really, the idea of cleaning it is once again overwhelming and makes me really not excited. Maybe I'll find an online game to play instead :)
Miss ya girl!